Completely Lost.

I moved to a new city with a boyfriend from college about a year ago. He is from the here and i am not i know no one. We broke up about five months ago. I took the break up really hard since we had been togethere for three years. I eventually came to realize that I was really sad about losing him because of the company he provided. So I decided to stay in the new city since I worked for a good company. I got my own apartment (we lived together) and started over with my life. I have seen him a couple times but I don't try to get in contact with him for fear of never fully recovering. The biggest problem that I'm having is that I have no motivation. I really wish I would have moved back to where I'm from. My family is really supportive and wants me to come home they and I believe it is the Best thing for me. I have never really liked the place I work for. Since now it's the only thing I have in this new place I've been really down. I hate my life here and have try to find a new job but its tough. I plan on moving home once my lease is up but until then I feel like I will be sad till that day comes. I want to Figure out how to think about this bad situation and try to make it positive before I leave but it seems to hard to do. I sleep work and repeat. I wish I had a different shift (second shift) is hard to find a life outside of.

I have till October till my lease is up.  I have tried to take it one day at a time.  The problem is that i have a new manager at work that has been making my life a living hell.  He is the kind of person that bullies his employees and makes them feel that they are replaceable.  It irritates me because i stayed just for this job and now I regret that decision immensely due to him.  I try really hard to not let him get to me but it is tougher then getting over the breakup at this point due to the fact that I am mad at myself for staying just for this job.  I need help on trying to make the relationship between him ( my manager) and I comfortable till I leave.