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Posted 4/17/2011 4:36 AM (GMT 0)
I really am having a hard time coping. I couldnt even make myself go see my therapist this week. Just didnt bother going. He phones me to see what was up and I told him I forgot. Now I cant even talk to my one friend that was really being my rock. She wont phone me anymore and I feel like I cant even phone her. I wish I knew if I did something to her cuz I dont think I did but I feel like she hates me now. i just feel so alone. I am crying as I sit here typing this. I just want to be better. Sometimes I feel like I am in a good mood but it never lasts. It all just comes crashing down.
Posted 4/17/2011 7:58 AM (GMT 0)
I feel similart you. I skip out on therapy a lot. I just feel like disappearing. It's hard to cope. I've felt like this for so long and I'm tired of it affecting everything I do. It completely sucks. And I agree, it's horrible not having that one person to hold you up. It's like no one understands that I really need someone like that to always be there and hold me up. To keep me sane. It's getting really hard. Especially when every time I start to feel "better" like you said, it all comes crashing down. It feels hopeless.
Posted 4/17/2011 9:13 AM (GMT 0)
Hey guys, in the same boat but to have someone and friends.

I normally give advice and do not follow it but here we go.

Therapy doesnt work for everyone, didnt work for me and obviously not for you two. Have you tried making online friends? As stupid as it is I met someone online and we have been supporting each other. My bf is trying but he was cushioned all his life.

Remember the end isnt the end until you make it...

Hugs to you both,
Steph x
Posted 4/17/2011 9:14 AM (GMT 0)
hi guys

wallflower and lowrider.

some days are better than others, the last 2 have been

average for me. however know that things do get better

and pick up. i try my best to live in the moment, can

be hard at times, but i know that i will pick up when i've

been down. keep strong guys, know that we are here

for you, and i send much healing compassion to you both.

-jamie

 

Posted 4/17/2011 1:34 PM (GMT 0)
Wallflower and Lowrider,

Do try to make your therapy sessions. Just because it doesn't work for some, doesn't mean it wont work for you. I strongly urge you to continue going. It is a good way of communicating. Getting your feelings out and reassessing situations. Don't stop. Keep going.

Hugs, Karen
Posted 4/17/2011 6:14 PM (GMT 0)
should i keep trying to get ahold of my friend or did i drag her down what should i do? i so desparately want to phone her but dont want to bother her what if she is mad at me? i dont know how to ask her
Posted 4/17/2011 8:17 PM (GMT 0)
It is a difficult situation, i would try and ring her and see if you done anything wrong. She may have her own problems. You have nothing to lose by asking.

xx
Posted 4/17/2011 10:10 PM (GMT 0)
I think you should continue seeing your counselor. It sounds like you feel lost and don't know what direction to go. But I think you should work on your self esteem and getting to know yourself better. It sounds like you depend on your friend a lot. I think you should be able to depend on yourself. You need growth.

Keep posting, as it does help to get things off of your chest.

Hugs, Karen
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