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Posted 6/20/2011 11:02 AM (GMT 0)
sorry that i have not been around much. i am an official mess.

anxiety, massive diarreah, vomiting and it looks like i have

torn a muscle in my left bi-cept. i am rapid cycling like crazy.

had a massive hypo today, 2.3, had to go in for my regular

bp, weight, measurement checks today for the diabetes program

i am in. was far away. bus ride and walk. very windy, almost gale force

and it was bitterly cold. i am tired my friends, just dead tired.

been cleaning the house. just to keep my mind active.

i nearly gave HW away. was worried that maybe i am giving poor

advice. in the state of mind i am in. a good friend helped me

with my thoughts on this. i just want to scream my head off!!!!!!

sooo many things to do and be done. i am struggling to keep up

with it all. sorry for my vent. felt you should know my situation.

 

with much healing compassion 2 you all. jamie.

Posted 6/20/2011 12:08 PM (GMT 0)
Have never seen you create a thread, Jamie, that didn't help someone
along the way. The feelings today will pass; count on it. Don't try to
do too much when in the current mood.

Watch your diet, drink the water, cool the brain. Calm yourself with
Psalms or something to strengthen your faith.

You'll be good by tomorrow, hopefully; don't even think about the idea of giving up the Healing Well Forum, even temporarily; you're part of
the real value of this program.

I.G.
Posted 6/20/2011 12:16 PM (GMT 0)
thx very much ig. just watching some tennis whilst the seroquel kicks in. on lemon tea. you made me smile. (briefly) thx :-) jamie
Posted 6/20/2011 12:38 PM (GMT 0)
Sorry you are having a rough day jamiee, couldn't imagine this place without you, hope you feel better...:)
Posted 6/20/2011 12:41 PM (GMT 0)
oh thx. :-) likewise my dear friends. jamie. thank you geosojda.
Posted 6/20/2011 12:45 PM (GMT 0)
Jamie,

You know how I feel. So no need to repeat it. I just want you to know that you are a valued member here. You keep it going. I truly hope that you feel better soon my friend.

Hugs, Karen....
Posted 6/20/2011 12:52 PM (GMT 0)
thx karen. appreciate your continued support. :-)

going to bed. wish me luck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! have a nice day. jamie
Posted 6/20/2011 1:25 PM (GMT 0)
Jamie,

HealingWell is all about support and caring and you are part of this family. Take my hand and let me help you. You have my support.

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Gentle Hugs,

Kitt

 
Posted 6/20/2011 1:36 PM (GMT 0)
oh that's beautiful kitt. now i am crying. oh bugger!!!!!!!!!!!! thx. jamie

got up because i couldn't sleep. thx everyone. means a lot. i need your

help guys. i don't know what to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! crying more and harder.

double bugger!!!!!!!!!! jamie
Posted 6/20/2011 5:12 PM (GMT 0)
Jamie,

You have helped and supported everyone here.  You can always be counted on for kindness and understanding.  Sorry you are in a rough spot this moment, this too shall pass.

Gem

Posted 6/20/2011 7:54 PM (GMT 0)
Jamie,

You are such a sweetheart. Everybody here cares about you. And you still crack me up, even when you are sad. I am sorry that you are hurting, and I hope that you feel better soon. Like Gem said, this too shall pass. I agree with that. This is just a low point, you will be back up again.

Hugs, Karen
Posted 6/20/2011 9:05 PM (GMT 0)
Jamiee,
you go rest up and take care of your health...Hope your feeling much better soon
we'll be here for when your better and don't give up on HW, we need you...
well wishes
Posted 6/20/2011 11:57 PM (GMT 0)
thank s to you all. jamie.
Posted 6/21/2011 2:58 AM (GMT 0)
Jamie: I am also sending healing wishes and hugs your way. On this board you are our family. And even when you're at your worst you're always here to help someone out.

Please stay strong and hang in there. We all care and know you have the grit to tough it out.

Cass

PS: Looks like I'm going to be getting my computer back this Thursday! Believe it or not I'm on my friends computer right now. Me and the kids have to sleep over tonight as we have bats in our house. Grrrr.
Posted 6/21/2011 3:38 AM (GMT 0)
grrrrrrr alright. excellent about ya computer. thx 4 your support. jamie.
Posted 6/21/2011 8:11 AM (GMT 0)
winds have been wild here and in my state. was lucky to get a walk in with buttons before it really turned bad. just done a few things at home. no study, on hiatis until tomorrow. got to to go out eventually for some bloods to be done. very depressed and confused, but i have my hw buddies around me.

thank you all for your love and support. jamie
Posted 6/21/2011 10:03 AM (GMT 0)
i have like totally given in to this mixed mood rapid cycling bi -polar disorder. i know no other way. another week for my therapist and a week and a half for my doc, the shrink another month. so i am not going to fight it. i will let it run for a bit and see what happens. i wish i could just bloody sleep. you cant rest with this demon, it is impossible!!! but i am sooo tired. want to sleep for 2 days straight!!!! am aggitated to the max!!!!!! wish me luck. love, jamie
Posted 6/21/2011 11:41 AM (GMT 0)
i am in hell. i am losing me to a dark void. i am losing me. and i don't care. it can have me. jamie
Posted 6/21/2011 1:02 PM (GMT 0)
Two things, Jamie:

1. Please ask your doctor about an antihistamine called Xyzal. It's the
purest form of an antihistamine called Zyrtec, but it's far more powerful and is a wonderful sleep inducer. I use it frequently when I think I'm building a high level of histamine. It works always.

My understanding is that schizophrenic patients sometimes have high
levels of histamine and that could be causing a sleep problem.

2. No need to answer this--are you using an artificial sweetener of
any type in your lemon tea you're drinking now? They will cause
tears to flow in me within 3 hours of using one to sweeten a drink.
It's better for me to use a teaspoon of sugar than to ever use an artificial sweetener. In addition, they are digested as highly acidic
and that can interrupt your sleep pattern.

Gosh, I hope you feel better soon. The Xyzal is a life saver for me--much better than clonazepam (Klonopin) for sleep.

It's Genetic

Post Edited (It's Genetic) : 6/21/2011 7:05:35 AM (GMT-6)

Posted 6/21/2011 11:28 PM (GMT 0)
thx IG. jamie
Posted 6/22/2011 1:07 AM (GMT 0)
am still struggling, jamie
Posted 6/22/2011 2:34 AM (GMT 0)
Jamiee, keep hanging in there mate. You are fantastic value and you will get through this. Did you get any sleep last night? Did you want to pop into chat to talk?
Posted 6/22/2011 3:12 AM (GMT 0)
not much. not sure how to do chat. can you explain pls. thx 4 ya support.

jamie. ps do i need to use windows messanger? mine is not signed in.

i do everything via e-mail. your welcome 2 e-mail me :-)

Posted 6/22/2011 3:40 AM (GMT 0)
signed up. jamie. hope this is the right one (live id) hotmail account with

istant messaging. glad i did it. can instant message with people now.

took a bit but it is up and running. thx. :-)

Posted 6/22/2011 8:11 AM (GMT 0)
no one is on at the moment. depression. check later. jamie

will not let me in. (chat) this computer is ancient. in the process of updating.

hopefully something new in a few weeks, jamie

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