this is my first time on here but i feel desperate to reach someone that i don't feel a burden to. I have bipolar disorder, depression, and severe anxiety disorder. Ive been on many medications and i am so tired of them i am 20yrs old and i feel like i am too young for all of these pills but when i try and stop i get sick. I feel so down and lonely most of the time. days i push through but nights are almost impossible i just want to break down and cry. I am a manager at McDonald and i feel like that is the worst job i could probably have since the level of stress i go through everyday. There's not too many jobs here. I use to be an a and b student all my life now i am in college and i have to stop classes all the time because its too hard to stay focused. i feel like i lost my life. i was living in my own apartment with a boyfriend who i was with for six years. after putting up with me we gave up and i moved back home with my mom and step dad...low blow. now i am dating his old friend and he hates me for it and is using everything he can to ruin my life even more. i had to fial an harassment report and change my number. i pretty much cut everyone out of my life due to the drama but my boyfriend is in jail for 7 weeks and i am so lonely. I tend to hate myself and get frustrated at life. I just want to stop feeling crazy, mad, and hurt. i feel like the world is out to get me.
I gave your thread a title, this way it will be more apt to get responses...
Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 6/28/2011 7:11:37 PM (GMT-6)