hi friends ;
i have not been on here in quite some time ;
i stopped seeing my psychiatrist , last time i saw him he wrote me a prescript
ion for Effexor which i did not get filled, i just felt like thats all he did was prescribe anti depressant medication although he knew i had adhd as well ; but he wanted me to get tested ;
and i had given him reasons as to why i didn't need to pay $1500 for a doctor to do so when i had been diagnosed when i was 6 ;
any who; i havent taken medication since december; or november ; of last year ; i really dont remember when at this point; i have been doing alot of thinking ; maybe its a good thing i stopped taking my meds and stopped seeing a psychiatrist in general although i know that it really is no good for me ; ive been thinking about
just dealing with this without medication ; but i find that so hard to do ; i feel like the more i go without medication the worse i get ; ive even been looking for natural remedies ; but im very wary about
that; im just confused about
what to do ;
i really just want to feel okay.
Post Edited (whathurtsthemost) : 8/1/2011 3:53:12 PM (GMT-6)