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Posted 11/6/2011 11:56 AM (GMT 0)
Hi Teresa

Sorry about all your woes. I know they seem overwhelming right now, but messes like that have a way of resolving all of a sudden. At least you'll know at court on 9th...I think knowing is better than wondering, especially when we're depressed...

I know you miss yr mom and son..try to concentrate on getting better sooner, that's a good goal

Please know that we are here for you...very happy to hear from you

Maggie
Posted 11/6/2011 8:58 PM (GMT 0)
Thanks everyone!
Posted 11/6/2011 9:49 PM (GMT 0)
Hi Teresa,

Hope that you are feeling better. Thanks for posting. Know we are all thinking about you.

Hugs, Karen
Posted 11/24/2011 10:38 PM (GMT 0)
Im ok I guess.  I am so numb i dont really feel to much.

 

Posted 11/25/2011 1:33 AM (GMT 0)
Hi Teresa,

I hope you had a happy Thanksgiving. Let us know what is up. I am sorry you feel numb. Is it from medication or the treatments? I hope that you feel better soon.

Overly stuffed today...

Hugs, Karen
Posted 11/25/2011 6:42 AM (GMT 0)
here 4 u teresa. jamie. sending much healing and positive compassion your way. jamie
Posted 11/25/2011 8:13 PM (GMT 0)
Teresa, I think about you frequently and hope your recovery will be
strong and enduring.

If you can, please put your hand in God's hand and let Him take charge.  You will gradually feel the most fulfilling love and care you'll ever know in life. It will keep you in everything you attempt and help to accomplish many of the things you wish.

It is my prayer that you will be able to do this for deep, abiding love in your life wherever you are.
Posted 11/30/2011 11:26 PM (GMT 0)
Thanks for all the kind words.  I am dreading christmas again being alone is so miserable.  It has been so long since someone cared about me.  It feels like everyone else in the world is either married or involved.  Actually since I have been feeling so numb that it hardly bothers me anymore but I have my days. Still, those stupid jewelry commercials still hurt me.

 

I am doing ok otherwise.  Driving to Cleveland every 2 weeks is getting old too.

Posted 12/1/2011 1:10 AM (GMT 0)
Hi Teresa,

I am glad that you are doing okay. Though I would like to hear you say fantastic. I guess we can just hope for the best. Then do what we can with it.

I am sorry that you are feeling so lonely. We have another member going through the same things. Maybe the two of you will hook up someday. lol... Just kidding. But you never know... I have made many friends on here. Friends that I think I will have for life. And I am very happy for that.

I hope you can get through this holiday season feeling good. Do keep us posted. And know that we are all here for you.

Hugs, Karen
Posted 12/1/2011 1:39 AM (GMT 0)
Sorry, your so very lonely, does your Mom visit you much?
Maybe try working on a journal, Sure hope those Ketamine treatments continue
to be good help to you...Many Prayers and well wishes...
Posted 12/1/2011 2:40 AM (GMT 0)
Hi Teresa.  I'd like to send some good wishes as well.  I'm sorry you are feeling so lonely.  That is something I really understand.  It's hard always seeing people as couples and wondering if I will ever meet anyone again.  But then I remember the difficult years of my marriage and think maybe just for now while I'm still trying to get my act back together this isn't so bad.

Karen is right.  Friendships are extremely important too.  Even our friendships here online.  We all fully and unconditionally support you.  I know that when I read responses to one of my posts I feel so appreciated and get a little bit of hope.  I hope you feel that way too when you read your responses.

I hope the treatments continue to make you feel better. 

Cass

Posted 12/1/2011 2:50 AM (GMT 0)
Hi Theresa......I am sorry you feel so lonely. do you have any family that lives close by. Life can be such a struggle at times, I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers


Bless you, Amy





Chronic pain(nerve), fibro and mild depression
Posted 12/10/2011 2:40 PM (GMT 0)
Thanks everyone~

I guess right now just having a companion to spend christmas with would be a great thing for me.  I am finding it hard to meet anyone because I just feel so distant from anyone or anything plus not being able to drive makes it hard.  This whole holiday thing makes me so depressed anyway. I miss spending christmas with someone that I loved to death and laugh with.  Just to receive a christmas card from him would let me know that he still thinks about me because I dont think he does anymore.  

 

Having holidays doesnt make it any easier because they are not here anymore and I am so tired of feeling that better days may never happen for me again in regards to health and love.  After that what is there to live for?  I know, I know I have my family and kids but there is a deeper love you need on special times.  I love my family but they dont fill the hole that is always missing in my heart.

 

Going to Luthern Hospital on Monday to get ketamine then I start working for the city to pay my huge fines from stupid mistake.  It will probably take me most of two months every day to get most of it payed off.

 

I am just so distressed with everything in my life and noone to hold me and listen to me.  Just really sad.

Posted 12/10/2011 3:46 PM (GMT 0)
Hi Teresa,

I am glad you are able to work to pay your fines. Who knows, something good might come out of it. Are your treatments just aobut done? How long will you have to have them?

I feel so sad that you are so sad. I hope something nice and good happens for you. Keep your chin up. You never know when things are going to happen, good things.

Keep us posted Teresa, Happy Holidays. Try to enjoy, for your children.

Gentle hugs my friend, Karen
Posted 12/11/2011 3:35 PM (GMT 0)
hey teresa good to hear from youagain...this time of year is sooo hard, even with a family, trying to act cheerful butit is a good time to count our blessings too, even the most basic ones...I hope you find a way to enjoy and as always we are here to commiserate

Take care
Maggie
Posted 12/11/2011 6:26 PM (GMT 0)
Hi Teresa. I'm new here but I saw your posts. I'm Kelsey. I'm sorry you're having a hard time. Maggie is right, it is a time to count the blessings we do have in our lives. I may never be able to have children, at least you can say that you do. I don't mean that in a harsh way. I just mean it as a way to understand that there ARE things you have that others can only dream of. I understand the feeling of loneliness, as everyone I have had in my life, I've pushed away because of trust issues. You must believe in yourself and believe that the day will come when you CAN say "wow, I actually feel whole again." We all have our demons, but we also have each other.

Mistakes are made so that we learn from them. A life without mistakes would be impossible. Some of us have made more mistakes than others, the gravity of which take a toll. But it makes us wiser.

Bless you and I hope you can see the blessings in your life and that be enough to get you through. Much loving thoughts your way..
Posted 12/14/2011 11:13 PM (GMT 0)
Thanks so much for all the comments!  I love you guys so much and believe it or not, you are a  big part of my reason to keep trying to hold on and trust me, I have very few any more.

 

I do have to admit though that working today was pretty ok.  I figure I will have 18 days to pay off my one fee, a big fee!!!!

 

Well pretty tired but just wanted to let you know how much I love you guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Posted 12/14/2011 11:32 PM (GMT 0)
Thanks for popping in Teresa. I am so glad that you posted. It makes me feel really good to see you say that we are a big part of the reason you keep trying to hold on. Everybody here really cares about you Teresa. We all want to see you feeling good. I am glad that you liked work. It is good that you are getting your fees paid off. You will feel good when that is accomplished.

Keep posting. I hope that you are having a joyous holiday season.

Hugs, Karen
Posted 12/15/2011 1:48 AM (GMT 0)
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) jamie
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