So hello everybody this is my first post on this site. I am a 19 almost 20 year old male, who has never had a girlfriend with only 2 friends that are both female (not enough attraction to be anything more). A lot of times I stay inside all day, and focus on writing my books (since I want to be a writer). Unforunately I don't have enough self confidence to try school again since I did so horrible when I graduated. So as I was saying a lot of times I watch whatever can make me laugh but sometimes that doesn't even seem to work. It takes a lot of strength to just do stuff around the house. The worst part is part of me thinks I am being a wuss and hates me for that. Anyone able to help me on this matter or knows how I feel.