Young And Confused..And No One Understands

Frontlinegrl

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Posted 2/12/2012 3:42 AM (GMT 0)

I believe I have a number of things wrong with me.. But the one I'm pretty sure of it Depression.
I'm always thinking "What is there to live for?" or "There's nothing to live for."
I sometimes get really angry for nothing at all and will feel like crying when I haven't got anything to cry about.. I'm also a major hypochondriac.
I first started getting confused when my mother died. I have frequent anxiety attacks.. I have some what of abandonment issues.
I haven't been to a doctor yet.. even though it's been close to 4 years.
I sometimes have to force myself to want to go out and sleeping seems to be my favorite thing to do.
My grandparents, who take care of me and my brother, don't understand that I don't know whats wrong.

Sometimes i am me (HT)...

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Posted 2/12/2012 10:01 AM (GMT 0)

firstly i am sorry for the loss of your mom. a loss is a hard thing to deal with, i too am dealing with the loss of my partner. i am in therapy and it helps me greatly. i would strongly urge you to see your doctor and discuss these issues you have posted. depression comes in various forms nowadays and i feel an assessement is the best way to go-and in getting back on track. hang in there, more people with further info will post soon. keep strong and know that we care. with healing compassion 2 you. jamie.

ps welcome to the forum frontlinegrl.

bayoub2

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Posted 2/12/2012 12:48 PM (GMT 0)

Welcome

Feeling these feelings over a death is completely normal, but they should not go left unaddressed fro so long.

Please talk to your granma and get into see a therapist and possibly meds. Grieving is a process and a counselor can help you start to sort these feelings out.

I am sorry for your loss. You are still young and you CAN have a long happy life-your Mom would want that for you

Kep postig and let us kknow

maggie

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Posted 2/12/2012 2:03 PM (GMT 0)

I am sorry about your loss too. That is a lot to deal with. I highly suggest counseling and seeing a doctor. You can feel better.

Keep posting, know that we all care.

Hugs, Karen

sos007

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Posted 2/12/2012 9:56 PM (GMT 0)

Dear Frontline...I am so sorry for your loss....this is alot to deal with at any age. I agree with the others and strongley suggest you talk with your gramma and ask her to help make an appointment to see your doc. The sooner you talk to a professional about how you are feeling the sooner you will begin to feel better.

I am with Maggie...Your mom would have liked you to have a full and happy life. Keep us posted on how you are doing...we do care.

Bless you, Amy

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