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Posted 4/25/2012 3:06 AM (GMT 0)
I get so down, so lonely, so depressed.
Posted 4/25/2012 3:50 AM (GMT 0)
I remember when I first started getting in my really dark days. Those were the worst! Its like you are floating through the days and its almost as if you are watching yourself just go through the motions of the day to get through. But things do get better and sometimes just sleeping helped me a little bit, but then i would have a hard time leaving my room. But I hope it gets better for you soon because I know the feeling and it is the worst!
Posted 4/25/2012 4:28 AM (GMT 0)
thanks for that. I do sleep a lot, know I shouldn't, but some days there is just nothing to get up for except the dog! Even then, its hard. Just feel so alone, so completely alone. I write a lot, about my feelings, that helps. But the other day, I went thru my notebooks from about the past 3 years, and if I said it once, I said 20x, "alone again, naturally". I would love to be alone now, but............
Posted 4/25/2012 3:44 PM (GMT 0)
Hello, CammyJo, and welcome to the Depression Forum.

What are the real circumstances of your life? Do you live alone? Are you married? Are you working or are you a stay-at-home wife? Or are you single?

Needless to say, you need to have psychotherapy to pull out of the darkness. Medications are available that will help you stabilize the chemistry of your brain so that you have a chance to enjoy your life.

Please consider calling a doctor and making an appointment to talk about your feelings and asking for medical help. You will be sure to get it, and I hope that it will help you a lot.

Continue to post as you feel the need to express your emotions. Everyone on the forum knows the feelings you're experiencing, and someone may be able to give you some ideas about how to manage things at home while you're suffering.

Take care of yourself and good wishes,

It's Genetic
Posted 4/26/2012 7:21 AM (GMT 0)
I'm mid 50s, been married 3x, currently have a live in boyfriend. he is older than me 10+ years. we used to date long ago, and i always thought of him as the love of my life. Anyway....... I work part time at home, doing data entry. Home becuz can't afford the gas.

had a better day today, but still feeling really lost and alone.
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