starting TMS, feeling scared

Hello-
I am going to start TMS on Monday. And I'm scared. I keep alternating between wanting it to start and dreading it to start. But I know I can't keep going like this, crying almost constantly. I guess intellectually I know that I need to try this, but emotionally I'm scared. I have to remind myself that it can't hurt and it might help, and any help, even a little, for this treatment resistant depression will make me feel better.

Thanks for listening.

Thank you Karen. I will let you know how it goes. They say that they can tell if it's going to work for you within 2 weeks.

Thank you Jamie.

Today's been kind of rough, and I get a boost from the words of encouragement here on Healing Well.