Feeling low and tired :(

hi christian c.

i feel that a urgent chat with your doctor is required.

with healing compassion,

jamie

I have doctors appointment tonight.

I went to work this morning but only managed to last until 11:30am after starting at 9am.

I found my eyes were very tired and sore, found screen blurry and had terrible headache.

I work in IT and am always on the phone and felt rather anxious today and felt that if I stayed at work Id end up snapping at someone which I did not want to happen.

I have been crying this morning quite a lot and dont know why, just feel really low and sad.

Sorry, I posted at the same time you did, Christian.

When my depression is getting bad I cry a lot. I also cry a lot when my meds need to be adjusted.

Have you had hypertension? All your symptoms could mean a hypertensive episode. I'm glad you have a doctor appointment, please make sure to go.

Ive had high blood pressure in the past, we will see what Doc. says later.

I cant bear the thought of going back to work this week :/

I was already off last week for 4 days with a stomach sickness bug.

I have been to see doctor and he is referring me for an ECG.

Also I have been signed off for 10 days with Chronic Depression - I was offered anti-depressants however I said no as have previously had ill-effects with these where I had felt worse for about 6 weeks.

Christian C,

thank you for posting, i can say that i've been there just recently. and coming back to work after a few days off was really rough, is still rough.

i am on the phones the entire time too, so hardly anytime to pull myself together between calls. me and the bathroom stall have come to know eachother all too well.

as far as your heart, see a doctor for sure!

but when i had my anxiety attack last week, i was throwing up, had really bad chest pains, and a headache because i couldn't stop crying.

i went and saw a therapist for an intake and and went and saw a doctor for my chest paid that day. he prescribed me xanax.

i find that it works for the most part, i just can't take it at work because i have a hard time concentrating on it.

i have an appointment with a psychiatrist next week to start taking something for my depression and hopefully he might be able to help with an anxiety medication i can take while working.

take care Christian, my thoughts are with you

-Jess