I have finally resigned myself to the fact that I have treatment-resistant depression. I have been thru atleast 8 anti-ds, 19 ect treatments, 3 psych hospitalizations and a 4 month intensive outpatient program and I am hitting an all time low, even with good meds, great training, counselors etc.
I am wondering whether VNS or TMS has any merits at all. If anyone has any experience with it -bad or good-would you share? i have recently read that the really old school snti-ds are having some success (Elavil, Mellaril, called Tri-cycclic or TCAs)
I am at the end of my rope. I have an awesome daughter and hubby and I just feel like such a heavy weight on them. I am deeply faithful and always been a positive, sharing person, but now I am empty and black. It is hard to imagine the rest of my life like this.
Y'all have always been a source of strength and I hope SOMEONE has some experience with this
Thank you
Maggie