just needed to ramble

Well I'm kinda new the depression forum. I have put posts on a coulpe other forums but not here. I feel the ned to vent and I know all of you would understand. I have been dealing with depression for about 5 or 6 years. I am on meds and seem to be doing pretty good. Things lately are reminding me of a snow globe when you turn it upside down and shake it. I guess you can say I have been overwhelmed. Last night was not a good night. I have not been that bad for some time. All I wanted to do was crawl in bed, pull the overs over my head and never come out. I could not stop crying, and to top it all off I saw my Dr. yesterday and he didn't make things better. I seem to be doing a bit better today but part of me still wants to hybernate. Thanks for letting me ramble. have ag ood day everyone 

Hi Rosie....

Thank's for understanding. I started coming to Healingwell beacuse my boyfriend has Crohn's Disease and is in the middle of a bad flare. Since I did't know he had this or what it was I wanted to learn all I could about it. I thought since I was here I am going to see if other people are going through some of the same things I so when it comes to my ADD, OCD, depression and anxiety attacks....So far Everyone has been super nice and helpful. It's a great place. As far as my Dr. goes, I just think shrinks are kinda strange that's why I have a therapist. I see the shrink fo rmy meds and the therapist for support. With my bf being sick right now and wanting to do his thing alone we are taking what I guess you can call a time out and my Dr. thinks the being in limbo isn'g good for OCD or anxiety. It hasn't been to bad since I have been busy and doing my own thing but I do see where he is coming from. Bun in a nice way he told me to "crap or get off the pot". I just didn't think it was to nice. I have rambled enough...thanks for listening. :)

I agree with knowing how one is feeling and I know how both the Dr. and the bf are feeling so it's allowing me to make the best decisions I can with what information I have.