memories.............this took alot of out of me

SOMEONE I AM SEEING TOLD ME TO WRITE THIS SO I THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE IT WITH YOU GUYS...HERE IT GOES...


I REMEMBER THE MINI TRIPS WE WENT ON
I REMEMBER THE FUN WE USE TO HAVE JUST DOING ANYTHING
I REMEMBER THE THINGS YOU WOULD DO TO MAKE ME LAUGH
I REMEMBER THE PROM
I REMEMBER YOU SHOWING ME IN DIFFERENT WAYS YOU LOVE ME
I REMEMBER HOLIDAYS TOGETHER
I REMEMBER THE COTTAGE TRIPS
I REMEMBER THE TIMES WITH OUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY
I REMEMBER THE CUDDLING
I REMEMBER YOU BEING THERE FOR ME
I REMEMBER OUR NIGHTLY CONVERSATIONS



I REMEMBER THE NAME CALLING
I REMEMBER THE EXCUSES
I REMEMBER THE LIES
I REMEMBER YOU HIDING ME FROM PEOPLE
I REMEMBER YOU ALMOST BREAKING MY NOSE
I REMEMBER YOU KICKING ME IN THE STOMACHE
I REMEMBER YOU ALMOST KILLING ME MORE THEN ONCE IN THE CAR
I REMEMBER THE YELLING
I REMEMBER THE CONTROLLING
I REMEMBER YOU ACUSING ME OF HAVING AN STD
I REMEMBER YOU TELLING ME I OWE YOU A CHILD
I REMEMBER YOU TELLING ME I WOULD NEVER FIND ANYONE LIKE YOU
I REMEMBER YOU DESTROYING STUFF OF MINE
I REMEMBER YOU TELLING ME YOU NEVER LOVED ME WHEN YOU WERE MAD AT ME
I REMEMBER YOU TELLING ME YOU TRIED TO HATE ME
I REMEMBER YOU TELLLING ME WHO I CAN AND CAN NOT SEE
I REMEMBER YOU TOURTERING ME WITH OTHER GIRLS
I REMEMBER YOU KEEPING ME WRAPPED AROUND YOUR LITTLE FINGER
I REMEMBER YOU SAYING YOU WOULD NEVER HURT ME
I REMEMBER WAITING FOR YOU AND YOU NEVER SHOW UP
I REMEMBER THE DAY YOU STARTED TREATING ME LIKE YOUR PROPERTY AND NOT YOUR GIRL FRIEND
I REMEMBER YOU TELLING ME NO ONE WILL EVER LOVE ME LIKE YOU DID
I REMEMBER YOU ALMOST RAPING ME
I REMEMBER CRYING EVERYDAY!!!!

MEMORIES OF YOU WILL IN MY HEART FOREVER STAY; FOR THE MEMORIES YOU LEFT ARE SCARS. SCARS I DID NOT DESERVE!
BUT I AM THANKFUL I CAN MAKE NEW MEMORIES TODAY.
BETTER MEMORIES ALONE OR WITH BETTER PEOPLE.

I WILL NOT ALLOW MY NEW MEMORIES TO BE LIKE THIS. WHETHER THEY ARE MEMORIES I MAKE ALONE OR MEMORIES I WILL HAVE WITH SOMEONE NEW.

THIS IS A NEW BEGINNING FOR ME!!!!!!

Melanie,

I am really proud of you!!! You have come a long way!!!

Keep up the good work. You are seeing things for what they really are.

Take care,

Hugs, Karen...

Absolutely Awesome😁