thanks for nothing

I joined this site in hopes that I could talk to talk to people, and short my depression. No one has said a word, yet replies to everyone else.

thanks for nothing, I'm done with this site..

Gee whiz Becca

Sorry you feel that way. We are not a chat room, but a forum. I saw your post but was busy making dinner and thought I would welcome you later. Your post was also a little vague and I'm not sure what problems you want to discuss.

You are welcom back anytime, but we answer when we can and sometimes we are too depressed to even type. We are all people struggling with our own problems and we try to be supportive.

I hope you understand

Mags

Awww honey-take some deep breaths and put on some loud music and dance!!! I'm sorryyou are having a tough time.

I am an "old woman" and going to bed soon but let us know what has ya so down and we will try to help. We really do care.

Keep posting and we will answer when we can, ok?

Love Mags

Still don't really know what to say right now, so I thought I'd post a poem of mine.

Emotions crash over me, like an unforgiving wave.

Back, and forth my thoughts do sway.

A sickening motion.

Tossing me against the jagged rocks in which I used to call my heart.

Why did I jump into this sea of torment?

I heard someone screaming.

Only to find out the screaming was me.

I used to write a lot, and draw, and make crafts, but kinda lost my love for it, or more like my focus. Lol.

I know I'm not really talking about my problems right now, but I feel like sharing my poems will let you know a little about me for right now. I'm just trying to gather myself, and thoughts before I really start talking. All I ask is that please no one copy my poems, and use them as their own.

This one I wrote when my papa died for years ago. I wrote it , because my grandparents used to love to dance together.

I give you this kiss to set us free.

I give you my hand for our last dance.

Under Star Lit Sky's Where Angels Sing.

Moonlight Glistens Off The Blue River Waters.

To This Night, Our Last Night.

May We Dance Tell The Angels Come.

Come To Take Me Home.

So Sweetly How Your Eyes Shine.

As I Take Your Hand In Mine.

Shall We Dance?

Dance Until The Angels Come.

Come To Take Me Home.

As Time Grows Near, Remember This.

You're Never Alone.

I'll Always Be Here

From Flesh, And Bone,

To Wings, And Light.

To This Night, Our Last Night.

May We Dance Tell The Angels Come.

Come To Take Me Home.

A lot of mt poems are usually dark, so, I figured I'd share the lighter ones first. Lol. 🐧

Poems are supposed to make us feel, see, sense something. It's an outlet that helps a lot of us.

poetry is also a great out let for emotions and feelings, kind of like journaling...

keep up the great work.

Peace
Trina

Dear Becca

Your poem about your Dad was so beautiful that I am sitting here crying. I lost my Dad, my hero in 2007. And your poem reflects what I feel happens when we let go of our loved ones.

Thank you for sharing-keep writing-you have a precious gift. I too write alot also, but have not shared it. We lost our entire town in Katrina and then I lost my brother, 2 cousins and my Dad within 12 months and that is when I broke. I write of Mississippi pre-Katrina. We live on the bayou and it was a little piece of paradise. Anyway, you have spurred me on to get writing again.

So glad you joined us

Love Mags

Becca,

Your poems just touched my heart. I'm so sorry for your lost. I lost my mom's uncle this year a few months back. I know it sounds complicated but we're all actually very close with each other and it breaks my heart knowing that he's gone now.

But I didn't cry as much, because I know he's in a better place now and so is your father.

Amen.

Joanne.

Just posting an update: feeling slightly better as the day goes on. Hoping it continues, boyfriend, and I may talk when he gets home from work. *we live together* Realized we're facing a lot of issues with our relationship. So I'm hoping he will actually talk to me, instead of the usual nod of the head, or spoon fed what he thinks I want to hear.

My daughter is going to see her grandma for the weekend, which I know she'll love, and it's also good for me to have a little time to relax, and clear my head.

Hopefully this weekend we can go look at some of the houses we like. Anyway that's about it for now.

Hope all of you are having a good day! 🐾

Hi there Becca,

As you can see this is a very caring forum. When you posted, you were upset because you said nobody replied to your other thread. I noticed two people did, and wanted to let you know so you can answer back.