Difficult time

Hi, all. I'm going through some really difficult and painful things right now. I'm not ready to talk about it, yet. It's too hard. I did go see my dr and my depression meds and anxiety meds got changed. Anyway, can you guys just pray or send me thoughts of strength and peace. I really need it.

Sending you all the prayers and positive thoughts I have!

((((((((Hugs!)))))))))

Michele

I'll keep you in my thoughts for strength and serenity.

Cass

 

HEALING COMPASSION TO YOU MY DEAR FRIEND.

THE HAPPY TURTLE.

One step at a time. Thinking about all of it gets your head into a knot. One baby step. Thoughts!

Keeping you in my prayers

One day at a time AV... Hang in there sweetie, and I am glad you posted here even though you aren't ready to talk about it now. We are here when you are ready.

Take care, and know you are in my thoughts and prayers...

Hugs, Karen...

I'm doing ok. It's been rough and it will be that way for a while. I've been running my household on my disability money, only 710 dollars a month, and I'm struggling just to make ends meet. My family offered to help at first, but they've all reneged on that.

I signed up for financial aid and I will be attending college in January. I'll be a sophomore. It's been a struggle to find ways for this to work. Child care is so expensive, I will need a car (friends have been kind enough to drive me and the kids around), and car insurance and gas. The solution I came up with means borrowing more money than I'd like but it makes it all workable.

On top of all this my husband has not filed for divorce. He requested that I let him handle it ( he was the one who wanted it anyway). So we separated and I've been waiting to get divorce papers. Now he says he's not sure he wants a divorce. He seems to want to live in this limbo forever. I told him that I'm working on improving my life and I am not interested in coming back if he can't treat me like an equal partner, treat me with respect, and quit holding divorce threats over my head. He still doesn't know what he wants.

It's all been very stressful. I've quit eating much, hardly sleeping, and having the worst panic attacks several times a day. A friend took me to urgent care and the dr there put me on Xanax , which helps the anxiety and sleep issues but he only have me a couple days worth. Now I'm just trying to get through to Thursday when I see my pcp. Hopefully, he will let me stay on the Xanax for now. Thank you for the thoughts and prayers. I've been in so much physical (arthritis, post op, and stress related fibro flares), mental, and emotional pain the last couple weeks and it helps to know some people care.