Hey Charlie
I started on 30 mg in July....nuttin' happening...we went up to 60mg in August. There were some weird things going on. I am a very pacifist person, altho I can lose temper (but not ballistic)....I had several episodes where I actually saw red and could actually have gotten violent, but I knew it was the med and white-knuckled it.
I am doing alot better now, but probably need to go up to 90mg. It was about 4 months before I saw any positive. I went from an unkempt recluse who rarely got out of her nightgown or did more than moving from my chair to my bed. I am still very much a loner but have started doing alot of art and writing. These are calming, creative and hopeful things. I have a long way to go and am still a little roller-coastery.
It is sooooo discouraging playing the waiting game w/ these freakin anti-ds and we get let down so often. I really feel ya, Charlie. How many other meds have you been on? Welbutrin worked great for me for 5 years and then BAM! nothing.
I guess my "advice" is useless because I cannot tell ya what to do. But I am here to support any decision you make. Maybe stick it out another 2 weeks and then you'll know you gave it a fair shake.
Let us know
Mags