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Posted 4/18/2014 9:00 PM (GMT 0)
You never know unless you expect the worse
Posted 4/18/2014 9:25 PM (GMT 0)
but once you expect the worse what's the point of happiness ? keep balance of both is the best if you ask me.
Posted 4/18/2014 9:46 PM (GMT 0)
I see your point but there really is no hope for me
Posted 4/18/2014 9:50 PM (GMT 0)
It is wise to learn... It prepares you for life...
Posted 4/18/2014 10:06 PM (GMT 0)
Only certain things
Posted 4/18/2014 10:58 PM (GMT 0)
hope's only a word. what you're saying is only one simple word. but yet, you're still climbing up the mountains. you're still hanging on with all your strength on one last piece of thread. what you're saying isn't is that there's no hope but the way i see it, you still have life right in front of you.

certain things may go down but there are more to things to look up to everyday. think about it really hard.

how old are you anyway ? 13 ? 14 ??
Posted 4/18/2014 11:01 PM (GMT 0)
14 cut and falling right off the mountain
Posted 4/18/2014 11:03 PM (GMT 0)
high five ! i'm 14 too (:

trust me, we're the same age. hormones and LOTS and LOTSS of hormones are messing with our brain. chemical imbalance and all.

why are you currently so depressed about ? other than school ?
Posted 4/18/2014 11:07 PM (GMT 0)
I wish I could say i really do.. but I just can't :-(
Posted 4/18/2014 11:10 PM (GMT 0)
why not ? i'm not gonna push you tho.. talking just helps. you'll explode one day if you don't tell anybody. we can keep this just between the two of us. email me anytime.
Posted 4/18/2014 11:17 PM (GMT 0)
point is, there's always a rainbow after the rain.
Posted 4/18/2014 11:20 PM (GMT 0)
Ok that sounds better
Posted 4/18/2014 11:25 PM (GMT 0)
glad that you find that comforting. you know you can always say anything at all to us right ? we're here to help you.
Posted 4/19/2014 12:14 AM (GMT 0)
In a forum with lots of people I don't feel comfortable with open information
Posted 4/19/2014 3:55 AM (GMT 0)
i understand and appreciate your privacy. emailing is a lot more private and is only between the two of us.

how're you feeling today ?
Posted 4/19/2014 4:07 AM (GMT 0)
Gloomy
Posted 4/19/2014 8:41 AM (GMT 0)
When this thread reaches 100 posts I will be locking it and you will have to start another thread Jay... I hope you are feeling better today... Hang in there man...
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Hugs, Karen...
Posted 4/19/2014 11:19 AM (GMT 0)
gloomy huh ? what usually makes your day ?
Posted 4/23/2014 1:49 AM (GMT 0)
I already told you
Posted 4/23/2014 2:02 AM (GMT 0)
Well it's like im a glass falling waiting to be crushed or bust.
I have a lot of bad information thrown my way.
1. I find my crush is taken(heart killer)GAME OVER?
2. I find im getting a zero for an assignment that I did mad
3. My classmates hate me for being different I think. Bear with me, they hate me but I don't have an exact reason.(speculation)
4. People talking about my sweater has stains ruined my day.
5. No authority is helping me shakehead.
I always tell myself I'll get things right in the next life. I want to be a star in film class but the teaher doesn't like me(same one who gave me zero).
I am trapped with no way out.
Game over?
Posted 4/23/2014 5:13 AM (GMT 0)
No, it's far beyond from game over.

1) People can change their mind every time especially teenagers like us. Some things are just meant to be but that doesn't mean it's over. When there's a gun pointed at your brain, you still have 143 ways to escape that shot.

2) Last year, I did some serious model of a park and I spent my whole entire week's effort to make it as best as I can make it. Well guess what ? The time when I got to school and handed my work, the teacher was suddenly like "what is this, looks like a piece of junk to me." and then she put other people's assignment inside the building whilst mine is exposed to cats who scratched and tore the whole thing apart. Talking about zero effort. I was so mad but I understand that that teacher's just sick. I understand that that's the way she teaches me. And I also understand that she's just bull. I never did anything seriously for her class since and got an okay grade instead of zero. Weird huh ?

3) Most my classmates think i'm crazy. But I can't change that. Nobody can for now but just live with it. I'm different in this country. From my history, the way I talk and the way I look. Wey hey, but who cares ? Not me. Not ever me. I'm born this way so if you hate me, than go. If you like me than stay. That's how I go. Tons of people think of me as bad cuz I was never serious about my studies but that's for good reasons. They don't know the back story on why so I don't mind.

4) The washing machine just tore a part of my favorite PJ. But I worked it out on somewhat 'repairing' that cotton ball. Bleaching that stain will do.

5) How about you take authority to help yourself ?
Posted 4/23/2014 9:58 AM (GMT 0)
Hey guys, we reached 100 posts, so I am going to lock this thread. Please feel free to start a new thread Jay and Joanne. I think you guys are getting somewhere in communication and support...

Jay, don't give up on yourself. You got to keep going. You have come far in the last couple of months on here and I don't want to see that end just because the thread did. Remember to give it a title too.

Hugs, Karen...
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