I feel Meh! So I should go to sleep, but I'm not relaxing terribly well!
Had one of those 'weird' days. Had some wine last night. Got up about 1ish, had an appointment at 2ish, went to appointment, went for a coffee, sat in roof garden, really relaxing, then a few people turned up, so didn't have the whole garden to 'breath' and let it out, but also didn't want to go home and let it out either, so I eventually after getting sunshine, walked to the park, sat on a bench, nice and sunny :) (about 4ish by then),
started looking up counsellors, 'maybe I could see a counsellor again'. :/ don't know, had already stopped because of money. I think it's one of those things, wanted some help, wanted to talk to someone, had just done that, but they were running late and had to stop me, next appointment 3weeks, and it felt like alot, I thought it was a month, but it is less.
But people are being totally good and supportive, and person gave me tel. no's for 'in the mean time' as I asked.
I then after having contacted someone, no reply. sat around, with pen and paper, wrote a little bit of stuff down 'story in the park'. Walked to get food, ate and went to college class, did more practise test questions, 'mock' walked the longest way possible 'complete' detour, so got home about an hour and a half later.
But hey!! all in all I guess it was an eventful day :)