My best wishes are with you AV. Pain management first ... then the other things.
I've had a few songs that have made meaningful statements to me:
1) "Who are you" ...... by The Who.
2) " I still haven't found what I'm looking for" ...... by U2.
3) "I don't know how to love him" ...... by Yvonne Elliman.
None are Country ..... but:
From the music video of U2's tour of the U.S. -
they sang "I still haven't found what I'm looking for" at a church
in Georgia with the local gospel choir behind them. Incredibly moving!
The words to the music could have been referring to:
1) a lost love
2) seeking God
3) seeking inner peace
Maybe all three!
Rob & Gizmo