Posted 7/24/2014 8:35 PM (GMT 0)
Sean- Cymbalta worked wonders on my depression and anxiety. I think it can do the same for you!
I think I may be turning a corner. I'm starting to feel more like myself. Less detached/depersonalization. I say that but this afternoon I feel it some but it least it hasn't been all day like usual. This afternoon was stressful bc I've been at the hospital to visit a neighbor and then found out my brother in law was in the ER. He's got an autoimmune disease and has a fever and unlike most folks, he can't mess around with a fever. He's been through SO MUCH with this weird disease (I don't even know the name of it). 2.5 months ago he fell off his motorcycle and broke 5 ribs, his hip and punctured his lung. His lungs are already bad from a complication of the disease. He's on steroids so his bones are not strong like ours so a simple fall off his bike and disaster! His wife, my sister, is a family physician. She warns him of such things but she can't stop him.
ANYWAY, hanks for listening to my tangent lol. Sometimes I question how ppl can go through ALL of that, over many yrs now, and not fall into a depression or have anxiety! Even my sis, I offered her a Xanax (LOL) & she declined. She's fine. I know se gets depressed but she's never taken meds. I'm the only sibling outta 5 (I'm the youngest) that has struggled. This stuff fascinates me.
Sean, hang in there buddy. We are are stronger than we know or give ourselves credit for. We are fighting a good fight and WILL come outta this not just normal again but BETTER than before!
You have been in my prayers.