Can't understand myself now a days

very hard on myself i know,i think a lot and over-analyze everything now a days ,to a point can't write right spelling ,visual problems,i stutter when talk ,with dementia which i had before because of stressful life .

with anxiety and panic attacks,and worry and thinkng all time ,i feel i am my enemy.

my thoughts are also varyingfrom one minute to next ,crying now and 10 min later laughing or crying for half day and then different mood entirely.

since i started anxiety pill ,i feel the change prominent.

SSRI is making me moody too.

I need had mood disorder ever before,what's going on..this is insane ,,i feel lost ~

Hi Karen,
I have been told a million times by a lot of ppl and my psychiatrist -that i am not moody ,anxiety pill i started 2 weeks ago only when i need it ,rarely as i know they are Addictive.

very strange and weird to me ,as pills are needed but scary .

thanks will keep you posted~

you should deff discuss this with you psychiatrist,maybe they can switch you,i know where you're coming from on feeling like crying 24/7 & feeling like your own enemy,it sucks,but we're all here to help each other out,i can't offer any advice,since i haven't particularly found one that makes sense to me(all that positivity crap never made sense to me)but i can offer you my comfort,i hope you'll find happier times & days.

Phil Anselmo said...
you should deff discuss this with you psychiatrist,maybe they can switch you,i know where you're coming from on feeling like crying 24/7 & feeling like your own enemy,it sucks,but we're all here to help each other out,i can't offer any advice,since i haven't particularly found one that makes sense to me(all that positivity crap never made sense to me)but i can offer you my comfort,i hope you'll find happier times & days.

my doc likes lexapro for constant crying as it helps with anxiety i guess,so i will try as i m very skeptical.
michele -
Lamictal sounds good but i stay away from medicines which give lucid or vivid dreams ,as nightmares and dreams is a problem i have and gives me panic and anxiety for weeks.
I would definately ask my doc when i see him next visit .


thx