Doubt..

Maybe i should have never gotten maried i mean i was never a a sick person but after getting married and getting my iud then getting it removed getting the depo shot then having ruptured ovarian cysts and now not having my period being sick.to my stomach wanting to.puke everything i eat then sudden episodes of binging ugh maybe i should have never gotten married it just made my life disastrous.ugh i sound like a *****.ugh maybe it was not ment to be in a relationship with anybody i just don't want to be depressed or even married anymore.

Welcome to forum.

Have you discussed your depressive thoughts with your GYN or PCP?

Here is a link from the Mayo clinic on the Depo shot. Before you blame your relationship on your feelings please review this carefully, talk to your doctors. When you are depressed, a relationship can be very hard to handle. The best thing to do in most cases is to communicate with your spouse.

www.mayoclinic.org/tests-procedures/depo-provera/basics/risks/prc-20013801

Peace
Trina

The worst part that frustrates me the most is the cravings that i get that turns in to this vicious cycle ughh i just wish i can go back to how things were

How long is the shot good for? That is probably how long you are going to feel depressed... I am sorry you are going through this. You may want to call a psychiatrist and see what they recommend. I don't know what is in the link that Trina gave you. I am sure it was helpful... But talk to somebody professional and get some answers about the shot. You may have to endure it until it wears off, or maybe you could take something until it wears off. I don't think that they should be allowed to continue to give a shot that makes people so depressed...

I hope that you feel better soon...

Hugs, Karen....