Posted 11/30/2015 2:56 AM (GMT 0)
Hi Everybody,
I hope you all had a wonderful Happy Thanksgiving!!!
I did this year due to my family.
Long time ago I posted about taking Wellbutrin XL and how is the medicine working for the depression, and a lot of you said it worked good.
I was afraid to take another anti-depression medicine, because it would make me feel weird and there is a lot of a side effects to the anti-depression medicines, and I tried many many of them.
Well, I got tired of being having FEAR WHEN I AWAKE UP AND FEELING DEPRESSED, OR FEELING HORRIBLE, ANXIETY, FREAKED-OUT AND WORRY EVERYDAY, that I could not take it anymore!!!
By the way I didn't make it to the doctor's, I would make a appointment and when that time comes, I would get a very bad ANXIETY, PANIC start to happen, even when I take the medicine, so I immediately cancel the appointment and rescheduled them.
And this cold weather we are having does not help with my lower back pain, it is so excruciating.
I had a hard time getting out of the house, because I did not want to eat or drink, it'll make me to go to the restroom and I had difficulty with that due to my lower back surgery and with that I needed help privately.
Most restrooms don't have where your spouse could come in with you to help you.
That is one of the other reason why I don't go out, I used to go places with my husband and my son, and go see the movies, eat out, shopping together, and see my friends, go to church, and I used to drive a car.
But I don't even want to drive a car to go anywhere.
It was vicious cycle.
Only way I would be able to get out is to take my pain, anxiety medicine, and no sleep.
My husband does all the shopping for me and I sometimes feel bad.
I appreciate my husband for doing all the stuff for me.
Finally, I said to myself that I cannot live like this, so I made a appointment again and this time I took my medicines and no sleep and made it to the doctor's office and I asked the doctor again about my problems, and he immediately said depression, so I asked if he would prescribe me a Wellbutrin XL so he did.
I am suppose to take Wellbutrin XL 150mg ( Bupropion XL 150mg ) one @ night before I go to bed.
I was still scared to take them, because I never taken this medicine before, so I would ask my friends who was taking this medicines for a long time and she said, she is fine and helped her a lot.
So all this being said, I start taking this medicine on Nov 28th and it is only been 2 days, and lo and behold, WOW,THIS MEDICINE IS WHAT I NEED IT!!!!
I lineally found a medicine that works for me even though it's been only 2 days going on 3 tonight.
I normally have some kind of problems with other kind of anti-depression medicines first day I take them.
Thank you all for you're support and encouraging me and NEVER GIVE UP!!!
So I was very excited about this medicine, and could not sleep!!!!!
I will post again and let you know how the medicine is working, and also I have been listening to positive self help meditations for Overcome Fear, Worry, Stress, Anxiety, and depression on YouTube subliminal, and musics.
Especially, mind healing and body.
Have a wonderful Merry Christmas and Happy New year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
God bless everyone,