Posted 7/10/2017 6:53 PM (GMT 0)
Hi Pepelov,
Welcome to the depression forum.
It sounds like you could be suffering from schizophrenia. I may have spelled that wrong. Though it could be another form of psychosis. I see your doctor is working on this. Do you see a psychiatrist?
Know you are among people who understand and care about you. Dealing with depression and other mental health problems is difficult but I think you will be able to get things under control with therapy and maybe medications.
I hope you get things figured out so that you can be happy and have a normal life. Being depressed really hinders our ability to grow mentally. But we have depression, it does not have us. Keep hanging in there, I am glad you found us.
Have a good day...
Hugs, Karen...