Well, I went to see my doctor today and I talked to him honestly about my weight gain and my concern that it was the Zoloft and my fear that coming off Zoloft will lead to the return of my OCD. His response? "The weight gain can't be attributed to the Zoloft because it is weight neutral." Ummm...what??? Does this guy think I just sit around all day eating cake and cookies and fries and chips and Coca-Cola and stuff like that? It made me so mad but I was proud of myself and defended myself. I have printed every piece of research I can get my hands on that links weight gain and antidepressants and it's a big file. I even included print outs from this forum and he still believes that I compulsively eat because of my OCD. That's the first time I'd heard that.
Now, granted, I do have a sweet tooth but I try to reign it in as much as possible. It's not like I'm eating a dozen chocolate bars every day.
So, we agreed to lower my dose of Zoloft to 25 mgs a day, have me talk to a counselor at his office about my "eating issues" and I've decided to give the South Beach diet a whirl.
Anyway, I was just so angry and I thought of all of you and I keep thinking "What is it going to take for these doctors to finally acknowledge that yes, indeed, it is the Zoloft or the Prozac or the Paxil or any other kind of antidepressant????" It's going to take us...yelling that...from the top of our lungs...until someone pays attention!
But now I'm really scared about lowering my Zoloft dose and having my OCD come back. However, I know I can manage it on 50 mgs so that's always an option to go back to if need be.
I'll probably write more soon and just be all emotional...so hang in and hang on with me please.