HI all specially jordanzone
Who is my guardian angel when im too down to come on forums may I apogise for that too all who help me through bad days> I also apoligise for not helping others on forum but I do read many threads and help when I think I know the script on that suject, RAMBLING LOL .she emails too check I am ok what a star love to all,Anyway to the point I have gone really down again mainly physical aches and pains, sitting here sweating and shaking and feeling of unbalance and pains in neck and legs maybe been in bed too much last few days, just sitting in the dark worrying about anything I can, Anyway went wth ex employer of mine today who is a millionaire helped him take a stone fireplace out for his sister inlaw who lost her husband last year, moved the rubbish wasnt too bad he offered me money which I could do with but I was too proud too take it wife said I was stupid, as toilet seat fell to bits yesterday just one more thing too fix came home and then felt reall awful aches tiredness bad thoughts dont know why probably because i was thinking of returning too work but I really do want too go to work just dont seem too be able too face it, im areal arse at times there again that could not bring on these awful stomache pains. Went too docs he said oh I seemed a bit more cherpy and stomache and toilet probs got up at 4.30 am here its now 5.49 am been too toilet 3 times not for wee lol, And I couldnt be eating healthier not a great intake but porridge in the morning all oats and i have made the biggest veg soup in the wold lol and thats what i had for dinner and tea got too admit family love that, but doc said must be due too anti biotic with anti bacterial tabs and antidepressent,The doctor signed me off for one more week see how you are then he said im sure they like too pass the book sometimes, I am really sick of everything again and getting bad tempered and misserable at home, and just go too bed and sleep even if im half way through something I like on the tv my body says go to sleep your not well this is crap wich is very depressing for my wife and daughter, Wife asleep on couch again that says it all we havent bee arguing or anything shes probably sick of the sight of me, sorry im starting too ramble again hope your ok that end.
My love too all Tony hugs 