First.....this isnt just a site for women is it? I dont know if I've seen a male post, I've read through a few. If so, I'll leave you all in peace, with best wishes.
If not though, I think this could be a nice place to post.....you guys seems so supportive of one another. Right now, I've self diagnosed myself with major depression, and Im currently actively seeking a counselor. The depression I sat on for way to long...its probably been 5 years since I was "myself". Its too long a story, but I've completely isolated myself, no work, and have been way too depressed to go to class.
I wondered if you guys could point me in the right direction.....when you feel like you guys are at the complete bottom and it cant get any worse...how do you cope, healthily? My dumb ass turned into a pothead trying to cope. Pot lead to guilt, more isolation, more depression....so I know that nobodies gonna say, go blaze one. Im at the point where Im going to be in this house all day, watching my daughter, all the while cursing myself out for letting my life progress like this. I know that wont do me any good...so what do I do now?!?
I've called all these docs, message machines. Got an appointment for next tuesday......but Jesus, I cant feel like this in my head everyday until next tuesday. Im eagerly anticipating therapy......I'd like it to at least start to get a BIT better. My question to you all is, what can I do for myself till then? I dont have friends around here, just broke up w my girlk so.......darn.
Does any of that make sense?? Sorry if its rambling nonsense. II guess thats whats in my head right now.