Difficult days and Empty nights

I know, everyone tells me the same thing that you have but I just have to say that I understand it but it is difficult to explain why I hold on to me. Kind of like the love we shared that I truly feel is very rare.  Even then people would tell that I should go on and that someone else will love me like that.  I just wish everyone would understand that it is not that simple, at least not for me.  I am growing hard to the thought that loves me like I love him but I guess that doesnt matter anymore.

I am ok, depressed, alone and broke but I am still here.  I thank God that I have this forum to go too.  I havent been much help giving advice lately.  It is just that I am a state of mind that it would not do anyone any good, just give me sometime.

Teresa,

You have lost a dream and your whole life has changed.  You are grieving and there is no time limit on when you must quit the grieving.  It is difficult to let go of your past and move on.  This I understand.  Allow those tears to fall but then get up and wash you face in cold water and remember only you can control how you feel and you will make it through. 

Keep posting here as you know you have the support of so many and we are here for you as you are for us.
Gentle Hugs to you
Kitt

WE LOVE YOU TOO!!

Gillian x