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Posted 4/1/2008 9:28 PM (GMT 0)
Hi everyone,

I wanted to take a quick minute and let you know that I am ok, I signed the paperwork for it and tomorrow I have to drive 5 hours to get it.  It will be worth it I am sure, I am just not feeling good mentally or physically.  I have so much on my mind that it is dragging me down into depression.

 

My car that i bought is a 2004 Hyundai Tiburon.  It is a little sportscar and it is manual transmission!!

 

My sister is still doing good and I havent told them about my car I may just surprise them with a visit.

 

Well my laundry is in the dryer so I will talk to you guys later.

Posted 4/1/2008 11:03 PM (GMT 0)

Oh Teresa,

I am so excited for you.  You must be very excited too!

I know that this is going to be good for you.  You need some positive change in your life right now and this sounds wonderful.  How long of a drive is it to your sister's?  What color is your new car going to be?  This is awesomeTeresa.

I am so happy for you.

hugs, Karen

Posted 4/2/2008 9:16 AM (GMT 0)
Oh Teresa you sound so much better, can't wait to hear how you got on travelling back with your new car x x
Posted 4/2/2008 9:18 AM (GMT 0)
P.S. maybe now things are starting to look that bit brighter we could start a new thread with a nicer heading??? just a thought! x
Posted 4/2/2008 10:08 AM (GMT 0)

Im glad your new car finally has the paperwork signed and everything. I hope it is red... sports-cars always look good in red! lol. Let us know what the drive is like!

Darren

Posted 4/2/2008 11:07 AM (GMT 0)
Awesome Teresa!

I hope it turns out to be a great car! I think you could really use the trip to visit your sister,and I am sure she will be very glad to see you!
Posted 4/14/2008 12:04 PM (GMT 0)
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Posted 4/28/2008 8:48 PM (GMT 0)

Teresa,

I hope as I post this you are out on the highway headed somewhere fun.  I hope you are feeling like a hottie driving your new car and a manual tranny besides.  Now no drag racing.  devil

Just wanted you to know I am here and thinking of you.

Hugs sweet lady
Kitt

Posted 4/29/2008 11:57 PM (GMT 0)
Hey Kitt~

I am enjoying my car.  It is so pretty and sporty.  It takes me a little over 2 hours to wash it.  I am sad that I will have to part ways with it as soon as my litigation is over.  Unfortunately the unseen damage to it is not fixable.  I guess I will enjoy it while I have it.

 

I went to my job interview today.  My best friend Jill that I have rekindled with went with me so we could go shopping after my interview.  The interview went really well and I was totally honest about questions regarding past employment. Actually they told me that it was old news and that they have seen major internal issues with this company.  This was my 2nd interview so I interviewed with the lady last week and her supervisor.  Actually I was really comfortable with these two ladies.  I will hear no later than Friday.  I will be surprised if I am not offered the position.

 

Our shopping trip was fun for awhile.  My friend has lost over 35lbs and she is only 5lbs more than I.  She had a great time trying on clothes,  she still feels jealous of my "cute little-tiny barbie self" but she says that I was her inspiration.She then went out side to smoke while I looked a little longer.  A song came on, "I will wait for you" and the tears came.  I remember slow dancing with him while we were listening to a cd I made and this was on it.  Jill said I didnt have to say anything to her when she saw me, she already figured it had something to do with W.

 

When I got home I found a note she had placed on vanity in my bedroom.  It was a short note telling me how much she missed me while we were apart.  I sat and cried when I read it.

 

I am a little depressed and lonely this evening.

Posted 4/30/2008 1:27 AM (GMT 0)

Teresa,

It can be so cleansing to cry.  Especially when a song sets it off or a note from a friend.  I think you should focus on your newly rekindled friendship if you can, instead of the old memories.  But that is okay too.  Just let it out and feel relieved when you are done.  You will always have those little things that are going to remind you of him.  You will get past this too.  You have come a long way recently.  So keep the faith, you will be fine.

Have a wonderful night

hugs, karen

Posted 4/30/2008 2:32 PM (GMT 0)
Thanks for lending an ear to my ever lasting problems.  As far as my friendship goes, I have lost the few things in life I have held sacred because of uncertainy and insecurity.  I will not lose anything else that means the workd to me, NEVER.  I once said that if someone in my life decided they didnt want to be part of my world, I would be fine with that, how wrong I was!!

 

I am meeting my dad for dinner tonight at a little place in the middle of the distance between he and I.  We have not talked since before the day before my attempt, Im a little nervous but I am promising myself that the people that want in my life, that I will do everything I can to show them how much they mean to me.

 

The car thing is still a stress.  The car dealer has offered me another tiburon but I dont know if I want to take it.  I told him I would think about it.  I wish I had someone to stick up for me.

 

Well got to go do laundry.

Posted 4/30/2008 6:49 PM (GMT 0)
At least that dealership is making an offer. That is something. You can always insist on your money back. It sounds to me like you are getting somewhere. I know that it is hard to do these things on your own. But this will make you much stronger in the long run. You have learned a lot from this experience.

I am glad that you are going to see your father. I think that the visit will be good for you.

I hope that you have a lovely day. I got out in the woods for a walk looking for mushrooms, we found a few. It has been awful cold here at nights.

Take care and let us know how your dinner with your father goes. I am sure that it will be wonderful.

luv and hugs, Karen
Posted 5/1/2008 12:29 AM (GMT 0)
Hey guys,

just got home a little while ago with dinner with my dad.  It was good we talked about what has happened in our lives since we last talked.  I shed some tears over rehashing the devasting events of my life.  We laughed too about things that had happened as well.

 

Feeling pretty depressed tonight, my nights are all the same and it is getting old.I am hoping that if I get this job that I may be able to have a life that involves others.

 

well feeling a little tired so i am going to watch some tv and then go to bed.

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