Thanks for the welcome!
I never thought I would be on meds but a long time ago someone close to me told me I should look into an AD because of my temperment. I would get angry quick without going through 'steps'. I would go from talking 'regular' to being explosive. That's the original reason for the meds. After my Zoloft took affect I found my 'range of emotion' is smaller and I'm able to let the 'little things' go more.
However now I'm just not myself and havn't been for about a year. I used to be such a go getter. I was also very comfortable socially. Now I like to stay in bed even on a sunny day. Going out for a get together somewhere seems like more trouble and anxiety than it's worth. Projects that I initiate are now just laying around. I'll make a list of things I need to do tomorrow then might only get one thing done or possibly none. I just keep pushing things back until I notice that I've wasted months thinking about this or that and not doing anything about it. Feel totally useless. My concentration and motivation is nearly non-existant. Socially I feel like I'm going backwards.