Hello Dawn and Welcome to HealingWell. I am sorry you are going through a bad time right now but don't anticipate that you are having a repeat of your last sessions with depression. Picture challenging yourself to walk through this episode with help from us and from your physician.
It is extremely hard fo rmany people to deal with the death of a loved on, I too have experienced many. Allow yourself to grieve in your own way and do not put any time limit on how long you should miss this person and feel sad. You are normal.
You will meet lots of members here who know what your giong through and where you are coming from.
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Kitt