Hi Thend,
I'm glad you posted an update for us.
I'm sorry to hear about the breakup with your girlfriend, and I know it must be a period of transition for you after all the ups and downs with that relationship. However, you sound very good, and I'm encouraged by your newly awakened sense of faith. I think that is wonderful. I hope you will keep posting and reaching out to all of us here with your compassion and enthusiasm.