Good Days and Bad Days

hello everyone how are all of you for the first day in my life i acually feel happy but something inside of me is wondering why days are better then others then i realize whenever im not with my siblings i'm in a good mood but whenever they get back or when im with them i feel like i hate my life and they always make me down we always argue and it's normal for them to not like to hangout with me because i'm the youngest but i wanted to know how do i make things better between us i feel like im  losing the connection between me and my brother and my sisters'

          I also maybe getting a kitten but i don't know if i can handle it because i haven't had a kitten in over 9 years but i have a dog and he's my age i just dont want him to be in pain whenever hes dying hes already in pain he limps all the time and he tore ACL like 1/2 a year ago and i dont want to see him in pain or die i'd rather him die in  his sleep so he doesnt feel pain and i was wondering do you think the kitten is a good idea

hi emotions, sorry to hear you have trouble getting along with your siblings and sister who are older than you. when your young a small difference in age seems to have a big impact, just remember this will change. also teens seem to like to argue a lot and tease the younger or weaker one of them, which is a normal thing. it must be hard for you, I got teased a lot and bullied in school but in my home I was the oldest so I was always sort of in control of my younger brothers. maybe you need to make friends that are near your age and spend more time with them instead of your siblings, good luck to you and I hope you find a way to deal with this.