hi ang. i see that you are on an anti-anxiety drug and an anti-psychotic. seroquel. i am on seroquel, seroquel in australia is only obtainable with a dx of schizophrenia or for closely related personality disorders. obviously drs are prescribing such drugs for other dx's. for you, most likely the ptsd. my suggestion is that you get a referal to a skilled psychiatrist for an assessment. this may take some sessions, albeit it would be beneficial for you, i feel with a reason or a dx or why you have these symptoms will aide in your understanding and subsequent recovery. i wish you well.
jamie.
dx, mdd, severe borderline personality disorder.