Jamie,
I am so sorry that you aren't getting sleep. Have you tried meditation yet? That helps me fall asleep, along with ambien. I know how it is when you don't get the proper sleep. Your mind races, you can't think clear, you are exhausted. It is a terrible feeling.
Does the doctor know what you are going through with sleep issues? I would let them know and see if there is anything else that they can give you.
I still feel bad about the abilify. I don't understand why you can't take it. I am not shcitzophrenic and I still get to take it. But I guess your doctor has a reason that I don't understand. Though there might be another one that you can try.
Well, I guess it is back to one day at a time. I hope that the cymbalta works for you. I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
Best wishes for feeling better.
Hugs, Karen