Beverly,
Some of the mods mentioned that your thread is too long. I guess it can't run over three pages, I did not know this. So I am starting you a new thread. Please write on this one as apposed to the other one. You are a valued member here and I want you to continue to post. So this is your new thread. Okay???
I hope that you are feeling better. I know that your family is getting to you. But as I said, you need to ignore them. I know that your daughter is frightening you and that is so understandable. But I think she is crying out for help. I hope that you find her safe and sound today.
I am not having your other thread locked. If it gets locked it is because of somebody else. But please post on this one from now on.
Thinking of you my friend.
Hugs, Karen...