What is wrong with me

Hi every1

 

i am a 1st time mom, my princess is 9 months old and i love hear with my whole being,

the problem is that i suffer from something and i dont know what it is.

i am restlesss, i have sever mood swings,

i am deeply insecure and always feel like crying. me nd baby's dad are staying together and all the above mostly occurs when we are in each other company-- at times i display violent dendancies towards him..., i now find myself being indecisive with eacgh and every decision i have to make which was never a problem as i always stood on my own 2 legs.

and use to be a very independant person.

wot is wrong with me i am always unhappy, and make my family unhappy too.

my mood swing are incontrolable.

i am always sad,

unsure, and i cannot make decisions to safe my life??

 

please help???

I understand your feelings. They are difficult to over come but you need to keep fighting. At least, that is what I keep trying to tell myself. It is tough.