Posted 7/17/2010 9:47 AM (GMT 0)
i had such a good day yesterday ,but today already i can feel the tears welling up, dont know why im crying really cos i have everything to live for , supposed to be going to a reunion tonight but dont think i can face it , at the moment i seem to be scarred to leave my four walls , my stomach is doing somersaults with nerves , im shouting at the kids for no reason, dont even want to get out of my pj.s, to be honest i just want to go back to bed and stay there all day ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,