Hi Allyson,
Welcome to the HealingWell Depression Forum. I am so happy that you joined us, but sad for your reason. Break ups are hard. But you get use to it. You alway think he will be your one and only, but then it moves on and you find another one and only. Eventually you find one that you spend the rest of your life with. So don't be discouraged. Know that there will be other men in your life.
You have to work on you now. Get stronger, get some self esteem. You can find that. Going to counseling is one way. Another is reading books about depression.
There are also wesites that are free that offer help.
http://ecouch.anu,edu/welcome
http://moodgym.anu.edu.au/welcome
http://www.teenhut.net/
http://forums.teenhelp.org/
http://teencentral.net/
http://nineline.org/
I hope that this helps some. I am getting tired, so I will end here. Keep trying, never give up.
Hugs, Karen