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Posted 9/11/2010 6:22 AM (GMT 0)
 Hello, my name is nicole im 14 im a freshman..

my sister is getting a divorce from her husband who was my best freind he wont even talk to me anymore which makes me feel horrid. i used to talk to him about everything, now i dont let anyone come close to me cause i dont want to get hurt more,  my other sister moved away.. im having a hard time in high school with freinds my mom calls me mental and retarded everyday. and says know one wants me or can handle me.

my 29 yr old brother fights with me everyday.

my dad wont listen to me he brushes me off.

i feel like i have know one to talk to im very depressed.

everyone who comes into my life leaves me, i used to have a lot of self confidence and know i just feel disgusting and gross like know one wants me or cares about me.

i cant handle it on my own im not strong enough, i need help/

my mother also never has time for me and has always just given me whatever i wanted so i wouldnt bother her. she tells me im a mistake.

all my grandparents have passed away so i dont have anyone to take care of me like that.

i just feel worthless and dont feel like going to school cause i dont want to get teased.

i just need someone to talk to and help be the role model i need badly!

 

Post Edited (nicole14) : 9/11/2010 12:55:23 AM (GMT-6)

Posted 9/11/2010 1:55 PM (GMT 0)
HI Nicole,

I am so sorry for what you are going through.  You don't deserve to be treated that way.  Things will change as you get older, but dealing with this right now seems to be hard.

First of all, you are not a mistake.  You were meant to be.  No matter what your mother says.  That is such an unkind thing to say to a child. 

I think maybe you should talk to a school counselor.  They are so helpful.  They will help you to get self esteem and get your priorities straight.  You need to be learning right now, not depressed.

Here are some teen sites that I thought might be helpful to you.

http://www.teencentral.net/

http://nineline.org/

http://forums.teenhelp.org/

http://www.teenhut.net/

Check them out and see if anything helps you.  Otherwise keep posting.

Hugs, Karen

Posted 9/11/2010 9:06 PM (GMT 0)
Thank you a lot for that, your a great person.
you've helped me out a lot!
Posted 9/13/2010 12:59 AM (GMT 0)
ps nicole. remember that you are a unique person with gifts and
talents that are unique to you. so be true, and luv you. sometimes life can suck, thus karen is right, having a chat will really help. take care. jamie

the mad professor.
Posted 9/13/2010 11:46 PM (GMT 0)
thank you guys so much i really usally don't let things out or complain about things so it just builds up i just had to get it out..
ah it fells a lot better! thank you guys for listening&understanding/..

your great
xoxo
Posted 9/14/2010 1:23 AM (GMT 0)
SO ARE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BELEIVE IN YOU.

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

JAMIE. THE MAD PROFESSOR.
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