Out on that limb.

I don't really know what to type here. I don't know how to express what Im feeling. I don't even know what I expect to get out of this. I do know however that something is wrong with me. Its like I have so much to say but no feelings to put it in to words. Like there is a war between my better judgement and the way i feel. I know Im not alone, that someone out there is going through what I am, feeling the way i feel, and even that Im probably just not being rational. There is not 1 part of my emotional self that believes any of that no matter how many times i tell myself. Im lost in this maze of what used to be who I was. Im sorry i don't really know where Im going with this..... Im so lost...

onalimb

Welcome to HealingWell and the Depression Forum.  
I have found the support, validation and encouragement, that I receive here, to be so helpful and healing. I hope and trust that will be your experience as a member of the HW family.

I would like to suggest that you make an appointment to see your physician to rule out any medical issues you may have and share with your Dr.  how you are feeling. I have found therapy to be of great value in dealing with my own depression.

Please know you are not alone and you will find the members  wise and caring so stick with us.  Feel free to share, vent and just talk with us.

Again a warm welcome,

Kitt