My life has suddenly taken a plunge into another realm..I feel unmotivated and i have no enthusiasm..I had been keeping this big Big secret and a month ago i let my guard down and my family found out..Now nobody wants to talk to me and they are just pretending that we are still a perfect family..My friends now know and they look at me with disappointment and hate,,I cant even do the normal things i used to because everybody is so judgmental..I hate the fact that even after them knowing the secret and having time to vent, they still wont come around to talk about
it. Im penitent for my sins and i want to see the light at the end of the tunnel coz all i see is darkness..I wish i would undo back what i did but i cant..Im sad coz i cant talk to anybody because what i did is is illegal and i could end of in jail.
