Posted 2/7/2011 4:41 AM (GMT 0)
Hi Everyone.
I'm new to this forum/website mainly because I'm at a point where I feel like I have no one to talk to anymore.
I know that I am depressed and have been diagnosed with clinical depression and anxiety. Meds don't seem to work for me and all my therapists have helped somewhat but that feeling is always there.
Over the past 4 months or so, I've had this strong desire to just pick up and move away from my town. I don't want to move anywhere new, it would be to where my mother is currently living, so I wouldn't be "starting over" completely.
I just feel like I'm stuck living in a home that isn't a home, I feel like I have no one other than my current boyfriend who isn't very good with other people's emotional problems, and my job is only semi decent.
I can't afford to go to school here and other wise I feel 100% isolated.
All I can think about now is just giving up and trying again somewhere else. The only things holding me back are: 1]my current boyfriend and 2] the thought that I might immediately regret moving away once I settle in.
I feel very lonely a majority of the time and I've been feeling that sticking around here really isn't worth it anymore.
Has anyone else felt like this, what did you do? Or have you had a similar experience, how did it go for you?