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Posted 3/28/2011 10:38 AM (GMT 0)

hi, ive never been on one of these websites before. where do i start. my life has been anything but perfect. i went through some bad stuff when i was 13, which then led me to sleep around, for the hope that someone would love me, ive been used and abused, everyday i wish i could take back what i did, i lost my friends and that made me turn even more to men to fill my loneliness. everyday i think of whats happen, now i suffer from bad anxiety and depression which i currently take medication for, then started hanging out with the wrong people, getting into fights and getting arrested and taking drugs, i just always think how am i going to come back from this, when i have kids how am i going to explain my highschool expierence and explain that i WAS  a skank .  some nights i think itd be easier to just end it all...

Posted 3/28/2011 2:57 PM (GMT 0)
Hi there Needsomehelp,

Welcome to the forum.


There is so much you can change about your life right now so that you will feel better about yourself. Do you go to any counseling for your self esteem? I think that would be a good place to start. Try to remember that you are not a bad person. Bad things have happened to you I know, but that doesn't reflect on who you are.

Try to join some activities so that you are tempted to hang around that people that you have been. That is if you want to change. It is up to you. Really we can't blame it on the croud, it is up to us what we do ourselves. But changing that can help. We aren't so tempted to do the wrong things.

We are not suppose to discuss illegal drugs or suicide on this forum. I just wanted you to know that. So I try to skate around it and hope that you still know what I am talking about.

I highly recommend counseling for you. You sound like you are at a standstill and I think it would help you to move forward.

Take care, keep posting.

Hugs, Karen
Posted 3/30/2011 2:52 AM (GMT 0)
therapy is helping me, i beleive it will help you too. jamie.
Posted 3/31/2011 12:56 AM (GMT 0)
but ive been doing it for so long and i feel better straight after the appointment and a bit into the next day but then the feelings come back, its like i let them out then they just sit there, maybe im expecting too much, maybe i think talking about it is going to rid me of the guilt but i just want something else to help
thank you jamiee
Posted 3/31/2011 1:07 AM (GMT 0)
i understand. it will get better. and thx. jamie.
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