lonely

thought i was doin ok, but just crying all the time, although ive stopped drinking which is something i guess. ive never felt so lonely but i cant stand being round my friends and family. everynight i dream of us sitting in a restaraunt or something making plans or having a laugh then i wake up and roll over to cuddle him and he's not there. i feel so weak and powerless i feel so pathetic begging him to come back to me

Quitting drinking is hard. But not impossible. I don't quite undersand who isn't in bed next to you in the morning, did you break up with your partner? That is two huge things at once. So be gentle with yourself and try to go easy on yourself. Know that we are all here for you. Keep posting so we can be of some help to you.

Hugs, Karen