Alone.

This is my first time, but I am alone, all alone and I hate it. People are surrounding it, I hear their voices chatting amoungst themselves, but I am still alone. Water keeps filling my eyes but I instantly wipe them away before anyone notices. My stomach feels like a bottomless pit of nothing and everytime i go to try and smile, the tears fills up once again. I cant do this much longer, this feeling is unbearable.

I agree with Karen/getting by, please explain
what is it that's making you feel alone...is it where your living?
Is your job lonely or boring? We'd like to help but are uncertain...
Are you getting help from a doctor? you might want to consider getting in and seen by
a psychologist or psychiatrists, something for you to consider...
Well wishes in hopes your feeling a little better soon...

What's wrong Tippy?