I'm not exactly sure of what happened....but I think I may have temporarily lost my mind today....This guy that cares a lot about me...We have been friends for a very long time...he has been there for me thru everything...all the days I was at my lowest and didn't care if I woke up or not...he made me get out of bed and go out. Going thru this divorce...he has stayed up with me while I cried until 4 in the morning just to make sure I was okay....well, I was at his house when it happened. I can't remember what he said, but whatever it was really got to me.....then all I saw was red. I hit him close to 10 times....in the head, the face, the chest, and the back....I slammed him against the wall....I hurt the only friend in the world I still have that cares about me.....Not physically, but emotionally.....I feel like I'm at my lowest now.....like I have hit my breaking point. I'm in a tunnel and can't see the light at the end........but after things calmed down, he hugged me and let me know he still cares. Am I a completely horrible person?? Or do I just need help?? How do I make this up to him?Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 5/5/2011 9:08:19 AM (GMT-6)