i was placed into hospitalization back in June 2009 for attempted i was then placed onto depression medication (celexa) well since then i had to go to the outpatient thing where i would talk with my counselor but i felt like she was controlling me and telling what to do without giving me a choice of what i could do i had stopped seeing her and ended up not taking my medication anymore since then i had relapsed by myself then managed to get myself to stop again on my own but then i relapsed 2 more times afterwards. recently i had t but it wasn't an attempted suicide it was just what my mind was so used to for handling difficult situations such as what i had dealt with the day i did it well that same day my school had seen my wrist and managed to keep me up in guidance the whole time they had then called my father and told him about
what had happened. i feel the people around me don't exactly understand how depression works i want to be happy but no matter how hard i try i can't be even when i'm out with friends and stuff so i don't know it's a difficult struggle any advice should be able to help me
I am sorry hon, but we can't talk about suicide or self harm on this forum. I will post some resources, and we want to help you, but I think you really need to talk to a counselor to help you. But we are here. Hugs, Karen
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