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Posted 5/19/2011 2:28 PM (GMT 0)

I dont have anyone to talk to, i feel weird coming on here spillin my guts to everyone..

i Cant hande anything anymore i had a hard up bringing and ive over come(what i thought).. my mums an alcoholic. and i met ym dad when i was 14( i dont get along with his new wife).. ive been moving from house to house..

at the momnent i cant seem to deal with "change"..im afraid of judgement..cant take compliments. :(

i dont have a bf.

i have 7 brothers and 2 sister in which 1 is a full (he is into drugs) so i dont talk to him much..

i get soo lonely i sit on a computer at night time and cant sleep  my mind goes crazy. i dont have many friends, the ones i do are all pregnant and expecting or had children, theyre making their own family telling me of their joys and so on it kinda makes me fel like Poo..

 i have a job and i love it (Casual).i study photography.

Wanna see if u can help me? or just be my friend? :(

Alysha (20yo)

Posted 5/19/2011 3:10 PM (GMT 0)
Hi Alysha,

Welcome to the forum. We will be your friends.

Hugs, Karen

Will post more later...
Posted 5/20/2011 12:34 AM (GMT 0)
This is a good place, we are like family here and I wanted to say welcome.
Seems like you got a good job, so that's at least something to look forward to,
there's nothing written down that says you have to be married and have children
by such and such age...so don't think for a moment that there is something
wrong with you, you are special for whom you are and hopefully things will get better for you ...
keep us posted and maybe seek out some help from a counselor, psychologist...
well wishes...
Posted 5/20/2011 1:39 AM (GMT 0)
Hi again Alysha,

Start taking things one day at a time. Try to stay focussed on what is going on at the moment. Try not to worry about what others are doing and you are not. Things will unfold for you. You will have a family if that is what you want. Are you going to any counseling? Maybe that would give you some direction in your life. I am glad that you love your job. That is so important. Know that you are a unique individual. And there is a path for you to follow. Take care, and keep posting.

Hugs, Karen
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